Lowering Oxalates – The Cure for Fibromyalgia?

Lowering Oxalates – The Cure for Fibromyalgia?

It’s been a while since my last post. I came across what I believe to be the root cause of my Fibromyalgia pain and fatigue. By making a change to my diet, I found immediate and sustained improvement to my condition. Before I shared this information here, I wanted to give it a few months of trial and error to make sure that I wasn’t experiencing some sort of placebo effect. It’s been long enough now to know that this may be the trick to keeping the condition under control.

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A few months ago, I was on a photography forum and came across a post from a woman who I seemed to have a lot in common with. We had both recently quit our full-time jobs as analysts in the corporate world because we were unable to function at work due to illness. We had similar goals and aspiration to make a full-time living with our stock photography. A few things she mentioned in the post lead me to believe that she may have Fibromyalgia. I sent her a private message to introduce myself and mentioned that I had Fibro which was why I left my job of over 20 years. She wrote me back and stated that indeed was her ailment, but that she was almost cured of it.

“Have you heard of oxalate foods?” she asked. That question changed my world. Over the following few weeks, she filled me in on her struggles with the disease that kept her laid up in bed for years. She recently had stumbled upon this article written by a general practitioner that found significant relief from her Fibromyalgia symptoms through a change in her diet to reduce oxalate intake:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-2174474/The-GP-gave-fruit-veg-cure-aches-pains.html

This article piqued her interest so she started to research oxalates in-depth and changed her own diet accordingly. She immediately began to see signs of improvement. Over time, her Fibromyalgia symptoms virtually disappeared. The only time that things flare up for her is after she has had a meal that was high in oxalates.

Surely this was too good to be true, I thought. But what the heck, why not find out more and give it a try. Up until then, I was only having limited success with controlling the symptoms. If a change in diet would get to the root cause of the issue, I was all for it. So I began to probe her for more and more information. The following is a brief compilation of the information that she shared and data that I found by scouring the internet:

What are oxalates? 

Calcium oxalate is a natural compound that is produced by many plants. Its purpose appears to be to give the plant it’s form and shape and to ward off bugs. When bugs or small animals eat a plant and consume the oxalates, they become sick and can die. This begs the question:

If this stuff kills bugs, what does it do to humans?

Read this article on the Always Well Within website for a great answer to this question. Quoting this article:

“When too much oxalate is absorbed into the bloodstream via the gut, it can team up with calcium to form sharp calcium-oxalate crystals.  These crystals can then wedge themselves into tissue almost anywhere in the body causing damage and/or exacerbating pain and inflammation.”

“Most people are able to safely metabolize and process oxalate out of the gut through the stool. According to researcher Susan Owens, M.A., Director of the Autism Oxalate Project, a problem occurs when excess oxalate is absorbed through the gut due to intestinal permeability, poor fat digestion, inflammation, or prolonged diarrhea or constipation.  Overuse of antibiotics may also pose a problem since this can reduce or eliminate the oxalate-degrading bacteria in the intestines.”

Here are a few more articles with information on this subject:

http://www.lovingourguts.com/what-are-oxalates-2/

http://www.westonaprice.org/health-topics/the-role-of-oxalates-in-autism-and-chronic-disorders/

http://www.greatplainslaboratory.com/home/eng/oxalates.asp

http://www.coreonehealth.com/oxalates-and-their-role-in-fibromyalgia-syndrome

As you will read in the articles above, calcium oxalate crystals are the leading cause of kidney stones and are believed to be linked to other diseases such as thyroid disease, autism, arthritis, interstitial cystitis, vulvodynia and others. This is serious dangerous stuff, folks.

But why am I so tired and anxious all the time? 

As I began to learn more about how oxalates cause pain in our bodies, I was still left wondering what caused the chronic fatigue I was experiencing that kept me in bed most days. I read in many articles about how chronic pain and inflammation put stress on our system which wears down the adrenal system. Dr. Teitelbaum of http://www.endfatigue.com is one of the world’s highest regarded physicians specializing in Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. He theorizes that adrenal failure is the root cause of both disorders. I do believe that adrenal fatigue is the cause of CFS, but I question whether Fibromyalgia is a cause of adrenal fatigue.

I found this article on Social Phobia World interesting. It states that  “Oxalates can interfere with the smooth running of the thyroid gland, a vital organ in the human body. It works almost as a pairing with the adrenal glands, if one isn’t working properly, it often tires the other out. The adrenal glands produce and regulate cortisol. Cortisol is part of the “fight or flight” response, so imbalances in either the thyroid or adrenal glands can produce anxiety or anxiousness.”

How do I reduce oxalate buildup?

The easiest way to reduce oxalate buildup is to stop eating foods that are very high in oxalates. But I caution you to start to eliminate these foods slowly. Otherwise, you could experience what is referred to as oxalate dumping, which isn’t pretty. Just Google the term and you will see what I mean. I changed my diet too fast and was lucky to only experience bad headaches and an upset stomach. Others experience much worse symptoms that could lead to hospitalization. I strongly advise that you consult with a medical professional that is familiar with calcium oxalate buildup before changing your diet or taking any other steps listed in this post. Join the Trying Low Oxalates Yahoo group for a wealth of information on how to safely make this change.

Foods that are very high in oxalates include but are not limited to spinach, rhubarb, almonds (and most other nuts), chocolate (boo hoo!), soy, tea, wheat bran and many other fruits, vegetables and legumes. Click here for a comprehensive list of common foods and their oxalate levels. You can find many other lists on the internet with a quick Google search.

I have also read that it is a good idea to take calcium and magnesium supplements to give the oxalates something to bind to. Otherwise, they will pull the minerals from your body to crystallize. This article on the OxVox website states: “Oxalates, no matter their source, bind to minerals. Oxalates especially like to bind to calcium and magnesium. This means that an oxalate issue can manifest itself as a LOT of different symptoms. From the immediately obvious (heart palpitations or anxiety attacks caused by low magnesium) to the ones you may not see until it’s too late (osteoporosis or tooth loosening due to chronic low calcium), there are dozens of symptoms, and they are all very important reasons to supplement minerals when trying the low oxalate diet (LOD).”

In this article, The National Kidney Foundation suggest: “Eat and drink calcium and oxalate-rich foods together during a meal. In doing so, oxalate and calcium are more likely to bind to one another in the stomach and intestines before the kidneys begin processing, making it less likely that kidney stones will form.”

How soon will I see results?: 

I personally saw a tremendous improvement in all of my Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue symptoms within days after I started on a low oxalate diet. Others say that it takes a few months. If you are doing things correctly and are reducing oxalates slowly, it may take several months to see results. You can also cycle between oxalate storing and dumping for quite a while. So please do not give up at the first sign of feeling bad again. If this happens, hop onto the Trying Low Oxalates Yahoo group to seek advice on how to get through it.

I am happy to report that after going low ox for a little over two months now, I feel better than I have in many years! I am back to yoga class, started taking spinning classes, went on a 6 mile strenuous hike and even helped a friend move with little to no pain or fatigue afterwards. I do have occasional flare-ups but they are no bad and I recover from them very quickly.

So is this the cure for Fibromyalgia?

Well, I am certainly not qualified to make a proclamation such as that. But I can certainly tell you that it helped me and others that I know. If you do decide to try this approach, I would be interested in hearing how it worked for you. Please leave a comment below.

Just a disclaimer: I am not a doctor. Consult with one before you take my advice.

UPDATE ON FEB 22, 2017:

It’s been almost 2 years since I wrote the above post and I am very happy to report that I am still feeling amazing! As long as I stick to a relatively low oxalate diet, I am pain free and full of energy with a sharp mind. 

One thing I should add to my original post is that I believe that antibiotics were the cause of my oxalate intolerance. Right before my “fibromyalgia” got really bad, I had a respiratory infection that I had to take antibiotics for. I was also eating quite a bit of non-organic food that was riddled with pesticides and antibiotics. ANTIbiotics get rid of bacteria in your gut… both the bad kind AND the good kind. You need the good bacteria! There is a bacteria in your gut that is responsible for processing and eliminating oxalates from your system. If you wipe out this bacteria from your gut, you can no longer process oxalates correctly. The oxalates will then start to build up in your system and wreak havoc. A good PRObiotic will help to replenish this bacteria in your body. I am now able to eat a moderate amount of oxalates as long as I am taking a probiotic and calcium every day (oxalates bind to calcium and then flush out of your system). So, not only am I feeling good, I can also eat a little chocolate now and then! What more could I ask for?

One other thing to note is that I am not entirely sure that I actually had Fibromyalgia. Nobody really knows what Fibromyalgia is or what causes it. There is no test for it. If you have specific symptoms and you do not test positive for all other possible diseases, you are diagnosed with Fibro. All I can tell you for sure is that I had every since symptom of Fibromyalgia and was diagnosed with it. The doctors said there was no cure and wanted to put me on mind-numbing anti-depressants to manage it. That was NOT the solution for me. Changing my diet was. I hope that this simple change will also lead to your cure.

This is how I prepare for the holidays

Stress Reducing Bath

I am not a religious person. If I had to pick a faith to belong to, it would probably be something like the church of “Don’t Be a Dick-ology”. I guess you could say that I am agnostic. I am not really sure what I believe in. But I do believe in Jesus (Don’t worry.. I am not going to get all preachy on you here). I believe that he was a very enlightened, kind and compassionate dude. I believe that his mission in life was to spread love and promote peace. I have the utmost respect for this man. I wish I had the strength and courage to be more like him. Especially around his birthday.

Christmas is meant to be a time celebrate all the good in the world and to be nice to one another, right? So why do we all seem to get so wrapped up in the other stuff… the gifts, the decorations, the food, our own egos. That’s not what it’s about, is it? When did it turn into such a hectic, stressful and somewhat selfish event?

The stress around this time of year can become emotionally overwhelming. For those of us with fibromyalgia, it can become physically unbareable. There are many theories about the root cause of the disease but they all seem to point to the fact that our adrenal glands have gone haywire. These small but mighty little organs are responsible for the production of the stress hormones cortisol and epinephrine. Too much or too little of either of these will send our central nervous system into a frenzy, which puts our bodies into a tailspin. Since our endocrine system cannot properly regulate the production of these hormones, the slightest amount of physical or emotional stress can push us over the edge. The result is intense widespread achy muscle and joint pain, fatigue, digestive issues, headaches, cognitive issues and much more.  As if the holidays themselves were not stressful already. Adding a debilitating illness to the mix creates quite a challenge.

It’s no wonder that I woke up this Christmas Eve morning in so much pain that I could barely move. I thought I was doing everything possible this year to reduce stress. I refused to get caught up in the commercial nonsense that takes over the season. I didn’t do any shopping because that is the biggest trigger of pain for me. I didn’t send out any Christmas cards or decorate the house. I was feeling pretty good about things and my body was responding favorably. But then I started to worry about who I would be offending by not giving them gifts and why some people were not returning my calls and what people were thinking about me. I managed to get myself all worked up and as expected, the fibro flared up again.

I am starting to learn how to best handle fibro-flares better. The key to calming the pain is to calm my nerves. I get the best response by doing the following:

My Emergency Pain Plan:

  1. Light a candle
  2. Put on some calming music. My favorite album to listen to meditate to is Deepak Chopra s-Leela Body, Mind, Spirit, Play Soundtrack.
  3. Draw a warm bath with epsom salt and essential oils. I use lavender and rosemary to relax and calm my sore muscles and overactive nerves.
  4. Meditate while soaking in the tub.
  5. Breathe! Focus on slow and deep breaths. Alternate each inhalation between filling up your chest and your abdomen with air then let it all out slowly.
  6. Focus on the positive and let the negative thoughts go.
  7. Remember that the pain is temporary and it will pass much sooner if you allow yourself to relax.
  8. Be present and appreciate all of the good in the current moment in time.

I followed this plan this morning and felt much better after getting out of the tub. But I know that it’s easy to get wrapped back up in the stress of the season so I made the following promises to myself:

I vow to practice loving kindness throughout the day. If I am faced with negativity by others, I will remember that they may be going through difficulties in their own lives that they are struggling to deal with. I will not take their actions personally. Instead, I will respond with caring compassion. I will remember that Christmas is not about material objects, it is about spreading peace. I will appreciate and cherish the time that I spend with the people in my life that I love. I will reach out to loved ones that are far away to reconnect. I will have a wonderful and peaceful Christmas. 

No matter whether you celebrate Christmas or not, I wish you all a beautiful day filled with loving kindness.

Namaste.

Ollie-Namaste

14 Reasons Why Coconut Milk Is Good For Fibromyalgia Sufferers

I’ve never liked eating coconut. It’s a texture thing for me. There’s something about the kinda crunchy but kinda not strings of pulp that get caught in your teeth that grosses me out. But drinking it is another story! I love the taste of it, especially in a cold Pina Colada on a hot summer day while chillin’ poolside or at the beach.

Dog-With-Pina-Colada-Under-Palm-Tree

Or, more commonly, in my daily Morning Power Pain Fighting Energy Increasing Smoothie. Not only does it make my shake taste yummy, it gives it a nice creamy milkshake sort of texture. As an added bonus, it provides a lot of health benefits that us fibromyalgia sufferers can benefit from.

Coconut Milk Health Benefits:

  1. Contains high levels of magnesium which helps to calm overactive nerves and muscles which in turn helps to relieve chronic achy pain. It also helps to regulate heart rhythm and minimize palpitations.
  2. Contains lauric acid, a medium-chain fatty acid that is abundant in mother’s milk and has anti-viral and anti-bacterial properties. It is also said to help reduce triglyceride and cholesterol levels
  3. Contains magnese which helps to metabolize glucose, prevent inflammation and increase vitamin absorption
  4. Contains selenium which helps to reduce inflammation and joint pain
  5. Contains phosphorous that helps to strengthen bones and teeth
  6. Contains potassium which supports heart, kidney, brain and muscle tissue
  7. Contains iron which helps to create red blood cells and carry oxygen through the body
  8. Rich in antioxidants which kill off free radicals that are responsible for a whole host of medical issues such as Alzheimer’s, dementia, cardiovascular disease and cancer
  9. It is a great source of healthy fat which helps to raise our good HDL cholesterol levels. These healthy fats also keep you feeling full longer and satiate the receptors in the brain that control appetite.
  10. High in fiber to keep you feeling full longer and helps to keep you regular, easing IBS symptoms.
  11. Rich in vitamins C & E to help keep your immune system strong
  12. Loaded with vitamins B1, B3, B5 and B6 which provide energy to our fatigued cells
  13. It is lactose free and is easy to digest for those of use that are lactose intolerant
  14. Helps to fortify and condition the hair and skin. It even aides in diminishing wrinkles and baggy skin.
As with anything that can be good for you, it can also be bad for you if used in excess. Coconut milk is very high in calories and saturated fatty acids. Although it is a “good fat”, in high doses, it can cause weight gain, heart and other health problems.
Another downfall is that it can be quite expensive! I am a big fan of shopping on Amazon. You can find items a lot cheaper than at the grocery store and if you sign up for Amazon Prime, you get free shipping. Since shopping is one of the biggest triggers to flare up my fibromyalgia triggers, I try to buy online as much as possible. I have been using this canned coconut milk lately since it is organic and first-pressed. When buying it through Amazon in bulk, I save about 50 cents a can, which adds up since I use it every day. Here is a link to the kind I use:

Thai Kitchen Organic Coconut Milk, Premium, First Pressing, 13.66-Ounce Cans (Pack of 12)

 Organic Coconut Milk
Resources:

My Magic Bullet For Boosting Energy

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Why am I so tired all the time?

I ask myself this all the time. I get lots of advice from doctors, friends and family about how to combat fatigue. Some of the (well meaning) advice from those that don’t know me so well comes with a sales pitch about how some new miracle cure can boost your energy levels at the low monthly subscription price of [insert some outrageous price that you need to take a second mortgage out on your home to afford].

Others take the more practical route of suggesting that I exercise more, do cardio each day, take more yoga classes, go hiking with the dogs. That is definitely great advice… but how the heck am I supposed to get to get out and do these things when I have a 2 ton elephant named Fatigue that sits on my chest every morning, pinning me down to stop me from getting out of bed?

Who put this elephant in my bedroom? How did he get there and how do I send him back into the jungle where he belongs? I think I found the answers to these questions…

What causes fatigue for Fibromyalgia sufferers? 

I recently discovered the works of the brilliant Dr. Jacob Teitelbaum, an expert in chronic fatigue syndrome and fibromyalgia. He suffered from fibromyalgia years ago and set out on a mission to cure it. From all that I have read about him and by him, I am pretty impressed so far. Although his website http://www.endfatiguenow can be easily mistaken as a sales pitch for his supplements, he does seem to only promote products that he truly believes in. He is not just pitching his own brand of supplements. Rather, he researches the best products on the market that produce the greatest results. The site says that all profits from the sales of products go towards further fibromyalgia research and education. Dr. Teitelbaum’s website and books provide a wealth of knowledge on the science behind the disease. This is great from me because I always have a strong desire to research why problems occur before jumping on any bandwagon that claims to sell a miracle cure for the issue.

In Dr. Teitelbaum’s book From From Fatigued to Fantastic, he writes about the reasons for fatigue and the effects it has on your entire system which I found very interesting. He points out that the root of the fibromyalgia disease stems from the energy crisis that our bodies are experiencing. It is the lack of energy that causes the downstream issues such as adrenal gland dysfunction, chronic pain, insomnia, weak immune system and more.

He states that each cell in our bodies contains structures called mitochondria. The job of mitochondria is to produce energy by burning calories. There are several reasons why our bodies may have trouble metabolizing energy which you can read all about in his book. Bottom line is that if you have chronic fatigue, you most likely have an issue with energy being used up faster than the little mitochondrial guys in your cells can keep up with, leaving you with a whole host of issues like:

  • Pain, fatigue and stiffness in your muscles
  • Cognitive issues/Brain Fog
  • Adrenal gland malfunction
  • A weak immune system
  • Food and chemical sensitivities
  • Poor digestion
  • Depression and anxiety
  • And many more crummy things

These symptoms cause more distress on your mind and body which requires more energy that you cannot produce which leads to a downward spiral and the feeling that there is an elephant pinning you down to your bed.

Now, how do we get him off our chest and back into the jungle?

How to increase energy and metabolic function

“impaired cellular energy metabolism” seems to be a common factor in CFS and fibromyalgia sufferers. Is this the root cause of all of our symptoms or is the impairment a result of another issue? I don’t know the answer to this question yet but I am determined to find out. In the meantime, I did discover a great way to increase energy metabolism.

There is a naturally occurring pentose carbohydrate (or sugar – in simpler terms) that is produced in our bodies called D-Ribose. This sugar is one of the components our mitochondria structures use to produce a substance called ATP (adenosine triphosphate), which when mixed with oxygen, becomes energy.

It seems that fibro and CFS people don’t produce enough of this “good sugar” naturally. This sugar is one of the components our mitochondria structures use to produce energy. Check out this study on how supplementing with DRibose helped to improve energy levels, sleep quality, mental clarity and pain levels in CFS and fibromyalgia patients – http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/17109576.

Dr Teitelbaum also cites other studies in his book From Fatigued to Fantastic that showed an average of a 45% increase in energy levels after D-Ribose supplementation. These results seemed pretty impressive to me so I thought I would give it a try (That and the fact that my wise Aunt Karen had suggested several times that I try it out).

It worked. Very well. In fact, sometimes too well. If I take it too late in the day, it tends to make it hard to get to sleep at night. The proper dose is 5mg 3x a day for the first 3 weeks then reduce to 2x a day. It’s really easy to take because it tastes good! It’s sugar. I just add it into my morning smoothie or into my coffee (which really jives me a jolt) or just simply mix it with a little water.

There are a lot of different brands out there. The kind that Dr. T recommends is what I have been using. It is called Corvalen Ribose by Douglas Labs and is pretty expensive at about $47.oo for 9.9 oz but it works great:

Douglas Labs – Corvalen Ribose 9.90 Ounces.

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I did a little digging and the best price I could find was from this place called Bulk Supplements. You can get 500 grams (about 17.5 oz) for less that $40 (the price at the time I was researching):

BulkSupplements Pure D-Ribose Powder (500 grams)

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I am not sure how well this version works but I think I will try it when I run out of the supply I have. I will report back with a review once I try it.

Good luck. I hope this helps to send your elephant back to the jungle!

My Morning Power Pain Fighting Energy Increasing Smoothie

Dog Holding Smoothie Blender and Glass
Getting out of bed in the morning is tough! I am sure that my fellow fibro sufferers can agree. We need an energy boost and something to lift the blanket of pain and stiffness to get us up and moving. I have come up with a smoothie recipe that does the trick for me. It is packed full of vitamins, nutrients, enzymes, probiotics and protein.
Since I decided to go with a holistic route with my Fibromyalgia treatment, I am working very closely with a great naturopath to develop a plan that works best for me. Many of the supplements that she has recommended or me are included in this shake. But remember, this is what works for me. Everyone is different. Be sure to check with your doctor or naturopath before trying any of these supplements:

Morning Vitamin Smoothie: 

shake
  • 1/2 cup Organic Coconut Milk, Premium, First Pressing
  • 1/2 cup crushed ice
  • 1/2 cup water
  • 1 scoop Enzymatic Fatigued To Fantastic Energy Energy Revitalization vitamin powder – Replenishes depleted nutrients
  • 1 scoop Pure Encapsulations MSM Powder 227g – Reduces pain, stiffness and fatigue
  • 1 scoop Pure D-Ribose Powder – Reduces fatigue and brain fog
  • 5 drops Pure Encapsulations – Vitamin D3 Liquid – Each drop is 1000 IU. Fibro people commonly have vitamin D deficiencies which causes pain and fatigue
  • 50 drops GEMMO – Ribes Nigrum (black currant) – Supports adrenal system
  • 1 Scoop Pea Protein powder
  • 2 heaping spoonfuls of vanilla greek yogurt – Provides probiotics to support a healthy digestive system
  • 1/2 cup frozen mixed berries – Provides antioxidants that support the immune system
  • 1/4 of an avocado – I know this sounds strange in a shake but you can’t taste it. It gives the shake a nice creamy texture and also is a good source of healthy fat that will keep you feeling full longer
  • About 5 mint leaves – This is just for flavor and is totaly optional. I have mint growing like crazy in my herb pot so I may as well use it up
 I blend up all of the above ingredients until smooth and then chase down my morning supplements listed below while drinking it.

Morning Supplements:

1 CoQ10 200 mg – Boosts energy and helps brain function
1 Whole Food Omega 3 292 mg – Helps arthritis pain
Happiness 1-2-3 – Contains St Johns Wort, Tyrosine, 5-HTP and other stuff to raise serotonin and boost your mood
2  Adrenal Stress End – Helps prevent adrenal burnout from stress
2 Calcium Citrate 250mg each – Helps reduce muscle and bone pain
1 Magnesium Citrate 250mg – Helps relax muscles and reduce pain
1 Lemon Balm 500mg – Makes you calm and relaxed
1 Lavender Oil 80mg – Reduces anxiety
3 Theracurmin (Tumeric) 600mg – Reduces inflammation

Evening Supplements:

Happiness 1-2-3 – Contains St Johns Wort, Tyrosine, 5-HTP and other stuff to raise serotonin and boost your mood
2 Calcium Citrate 250mg each – Helps reduce muscle and bone pain
1 Magnesium Citrate 250mg – Helps relax muscles and reduce pain
I also get a bi-weekly IV infusion of many nutrients like B, C, D, calcium, magnesium and others.

Giving Thanks to Fibromyalgia

Today is Thanksgiving 2014 and this is my first post on this new blog. It is an appropriate day to start this site off because I feel compelled to look at the positive things that Fibromyalgia has brought to my life.

I have always been a go-getter. I have to be doing something all of the time. If I have more than a half an hour of down time, I start to feel guilty and seek out things that need to be done. I worked for 22 years in a very high stress environment at a mortgage company and always had a side buisness or two. For the past 8 years, I have been running an animal stock photography business and for over two years, I have also run a cooperative photography studio in Scottsdale, AZ.  My average work week was about 80 hours. I had no time for family, friends or fun.

My body has been telling me for many years that I needed to slow down. It was as though I had a different ache or illness each day. I rarely felt good and I had little energy. But despite all of the signs that I was constantly receiving, I kept on… until I crashed. And I crashed hard. I literally could not function at work any longer. I was experiencing so much fatigue and achy pain all over my body that it was near impossible to just get out of bed. I sat in on conference calls and had no idea what people were saying because the brain fog was so bad that I just could not focus or absorb information. I would hang up from calls and then go hide in my dark closet and cry. Luckily I worked from home or else others would have seen me in this state and had me committed to a mental institution.

I took a medical leave to take some much-needed rest and to take the time to figure out what was going on with my body. I was fortunate enough to find a great rhumatologist and a naturopath that work out of the same office.  After many, many tests for every auto-immune disease under the sun, everything came back negative. Based on these results and all of the symptoms that I was having including tender pain points, I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. Finally I at least I had an answer!

After 3 months of trying different treatments, I settled on a totally holistic route. Although the prescriptions did help to take the chronic pain away, I am extremely sensitive to chemicals and pharmaceuticals so the side effects were overwhelming. I now visit my naturopath every other week for nutrient IV infusions and I take a whole lineup of supplements that have really begun to help me to feel good again.

When my medical leave time ran out, I was forced to make a big decision. Should I go back to work and risk reverting right back to where I was at or should I finally quit my job of 22 years to focus on myself? This was a tough choice because I worked remotely for a great company with a big salary and good benefits. Leaving there would put me into a difficult financial situation and would mean that I would need to make a lot of sacrifices. After much contemplation, I chose to put my health and happiness over the money.  I made the right decision.

It’s been a few months since I left my job and I have not questioned my decision since then. I now have the time to devote to taking care of myself, to enjoy the company of friends and family, to walk my dogs, to meditate, to go to yoga class in the middle of the day, to be creative and spontaneous. I appreciate life much more. I am happy. I am thankful. I am glad I got sick. It forced me to slow down and smell the roses. Literally.. we have a lot of roses in our yard. I never took the time to smell them. They sure do smell sweet.

If you are reading this, you most likely suffer from Fibro. I encourage you to take a step back and be think of the positive things it has brought to your life and to be thankful for it. If nothing else… positive thoughts will make your pain better!

Happy Thanksgiving.